howdi.

Slightly pissed off wit a certian young man ... dan!  jst 2 point out bcoz i'm sure i will regret writting this at sum point i do lyk dan ... as a person i mean there is no deniing that he is'nt a nice guy an even i will say that ne1 who says the dnt lyk him is obv a twat, he's the nicest, most genuine guy i have eva met i'm jst sooooooooo pissed off wit him ryt now!!! lyk i sed i phonned him up yesterday and surprisingly he hasn't returned the call. i went in2 school 2day as i had the afternoon off college 2 c a few mates an as soon as i wlked in dan gve me the dirtiest look i have eva been given so i thought leave him 2 it, an carried on tlking 2 lindz, latter i went over 2 c sam who was sitting nxt 2 dan. i sat dwn nxt 2 sam 2 chat 2 him an the second i sat dwn dan got up turned round an actualy JUMPED ova his chair 2 go 2 the otha end of the common room! OMG wot a nob!!! he then stayed there and u cud tell that he wanted 2 cum bk an tlk 2 sam an co by the look on his face but he wudn't coz i was there he's such a child! i dn't understand why he is being lyk this?!?! i jst wanna b m8s!

i was finking bout dan tho 2day, i started 2 fink that the onli otha serious bf i hve had (nuttel) it took me ages 2 get ova him and i realised that getting ova dan was gonna take me lyk 2ice as lng coz my feelings 4 dan were always so much stonger. an i can't put myself tho that mor months mayb years dedecated 2 getting ova 1 stupid guy! i want 2 get ova him now... well asap at least, that's kinda imposible. i want so much 2 move on 4get bout dan and start seeing sum1 else rather than being tied dwn 2 1 guy who will neva return my love. how do u get ova sum1? i usualy jst let tym take control but i can't do that this tym i gotta beat him and move on as soon as possible! ne1 got ne tips 4 getting ova ppl??????? wud b greatly appreiated.

apart frm stupid boy ... dan ... 2day has been a gud day,  i had the afternoon off college an so went in2 school lyk i sed an seeing all my m8s was fun, then did sum mor shopping that i luv hehe! and now i am going 2 the new inn 4 a few drinks! mmmmmm also got alot of college wrk done 2day surprisingly. i'm v impressed wit myself! *give myself a pat on the back an gold sticker.* that's anotha think i gotta get ova, since me an dan hve split i hve had NO motivation wotsoeva 4 colllege and hve been getting reali far bhind but 2day was a gud change i mannaged 2 do alot. Also proud of myself as obv i was a lil upset bout dan 2day an felt lyk crying wen i got hme ... but i didn't i stayed strong an neva cried, i'm neva gonna cry ova that idiot again!!!!!!!! i make a pact now! neva again! i'm through wit that shit! GIRL POWER! lol

cya guys! x x x x x x x x x x

Hi...

so how u all doin? last nite was quite gud... me an hell went 2 the new inn and there was a few ppl there... gill, alfi, fran, lee nicki an a few othas... was a gud nite kinda realxed and jst fun... chillin.  2day was gud 2... me an jamie went up town an i got LODSA stuff... i 4get jst how much i luuuuuuuuuuuuv gettin new stuff... spending money, it's so much fun! ... wud b betta if it was sum1 elses money tho lol. jamie got sum new stuf 2. i luv his new denim jacket it's ausome it reali suits him.

Hey i found out bout that wiggly guy frm hellen last nite an guess wot??? it's the same guy lol kathy was wrong wiggly's nob did breack teehehe wich is a shame coz he is SO fit but u kno i'm kinda tempted neway. Hell sed he's reali nice and that he aslo has a 6 pack as well as being totaly fit! lol she also asures me that it is fixed now and all in wrking order lol. but i mean if it broke 1nse... wot is 2 stop it happenin again?!?!?!  i mean serioustly wot wud u do if it broke wen u were .... *cough* ... u kno ... EWWWWWWWW!!!!!

well i dn't kno i guess i'll jst have 2 tlk 2 him an c wot happens lol. also saw a guy 2day wit jamie ... he works at an indian restaurant that me, sam an hodge went 2 1nse an is also SO fit! i left an xtra big tip teeehehehe mmmmmmm but u kno wot i am actualy enjoying bing single ... as much as i moan i reali do enjoy it i feel so intedpendent an realxed like there is no1 but me 2 fuss bout and i can concontrate on m8s and college etc. i jst think i guy wud ruin all that. Plus the fact that i am still totally still in luv wit dan  who i did actually manage 2 pluck up the courage 2 ring 2day!!!  !big step! he didn't pick up tho lol wich was a bit of a bummer but i hve a plan i'm gonna leave it till 2moz (assuming he don't ring back) so i dnt seem desprate and ring again 2moz an if he's still not callin back then i dn't kno.... it's so stupid all i wanted 2 do was ring him 2 ask if he wanted 2 go out 1 nite AS MATES wich he told me he wanted 2 do but it took me ages 2 pluck up the courage, i so dnt wanna lose him as a m8 that wud b the worse thing! but bcoz of my stupidity i may have done!  i kno now that were not gonna go back out an that i hve lost him as a bf but i cud still keep him as a m8... i hope i hvn't lost him like that yet!

On a happier note it's helle's bd on thurs! i'm soooo looking 4wrd 2 it! were going round hell's at bout 3:30 were dressing up as ppl frm fame an basicaly gettin wasted round hellen's then going out 2 weatherspoons or sumwhere and gettin even mor wasted lol. and sleepin ova at hell's. should b reali fun... an a fun nite out is jst wot i need, Hell is turing 18!!! awww my lil baby is growing up lol. i went 2 reseption wit hell an everything lol.

will write an tell u wot happened wit hell's bd / dan an stuff cya ...lilcharlie!

HI!!! OMG! how lng has it been since i wrote!! AHHHH hehehe Ah well, i fink i am gonna start writting again. A lot has changed since by last blog...alot ...and not 4 the better reali  but i went swimming 2day! (it's kinda my new thing i'm trying 2 go 2ice a week.) and i try and do a few mor lengths each tyme i go...2day my target was 40 lengths and i did that but i wan't reali tired so i carried on 4 a lil while but was then lyk ... well i mite as well round it up and swam 50!!!! lengths! how proud of myself am i?!?!?!?! teehehehe!!! am also eating seads as we speek .... am trying 2 eat healthy as well  ...altho that will b ruined coz im going down the pub 2nite lol. ahh well were gonna try and win the spoon of shame again - c we do the pub quiz and ALWAYS cum last and if u cum last u win the spoon of shame....wich is basically jst a wooden spoon that has spoon of shame written on it wit a lil bit of tinsel round it, last tym we mannaged a fantasitc score of 6 out of 40 lol.

on the love front....not much is happerning lol .... as per usual however Kathy's m8 is INCREADIBLY fit everytym i c him he seems 2 get fitter lol he's called ben willglesworth or summet lol wrd name ryt....i was actually quite worried bout it coz i can remember my m8s telling me this story bout i guy (i can't remember his name but it was summet 2 do wit wiggeling coz....) he was having sex wit this gurl reali hard and broke his *cough*  and i can remember my m8s making a joke that he wiggels no more lol. so was kinda woried it was him and i mean if he has a broken nob he's not gonna b very useful reali. but kathy assures me it is'nt him ...thankgod! so now all i have 2 do is get kathy 2 indroduce us and yeh .....  am quite worried bout my otha love interest JAKE GYENHAAL!!!!! soooooooooo fit!!!! yeh i'm kinda woried coz 1st he was in jarhead wit lodsa guys and now he's bumming sum guy in brokeback moutain .... i hope my baby is not starting 2 bat 4 the other side. Then how am i supposed 2 'accidently on purpose' bump in2 him at sum showbiz party and pounce on him?!?!?!?!? lol omg i'm turing in2 Lindsay salking all these famous ppl. lol

well this has been quite a strange blog ....... i'll go now lol. bolg again soon bye................... 

Bonjour mon pettie fluer :!:

omg! my dad has started bidding on e-bay 2 get this boat fing!!!!!!!! :shock: AHHH :D hehe so xciting! tis jst 1 of em lil boats but i can learn 2 sail and then sail all around the wrld!! i wnt need 2 hve driving lessons i can jst sail!!! :D ...or mayb nt lol. but tis still v xciting :!: haha suckers i hve a boat and u dont :P ...unless of course u do actually hve a boat lol.

also i am going hot chocolate and quasont land soon!!! (otherwize known as France lol) infact i am going on Tuesday :!: so may not blog again 4 a while :( but im REALI looking 4wrd 2 it :!: :D 2 and a half weeks off wrk :) but i will REALI miss Dan!!! :( omg i wnt c him 4 ages :!: i usually c him lyk every otha day and now i wnt c him 4 AGES :!: oh wow is me *dramatic pose* if i cud quote summet romantic & dramatic outa romeo & juliet now i wud...but unfortunatly i cnt lol :P ahh well . neway speek 2 u soon byyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeee x x x x x x x

BOOO
well i hve jst got in and felt lyk writting so fort id say BOO
well wot interesting stuff has been happerning 2 moi l8ly : *tumble weed blows across the ground lol* lindz is cummin round 2 mine 2moz @ a 10:30 am omg so will hve 2 wake early 4 that lol. were going on a gurl and jamie day althou i'm nt sure wot were doing. we where going 2 swim in a river but i dnt fink ne1 is up 4 that. hmmm a coffee wud b nice.
lil anousment a certian young lady that i am not all 2 keen on 2 say the least. (ppl who kno me will kno who i'm tlking about) according 2 my secret sorces has read the new Harry Potter book 2ice serioustly 2ice and that came out wen : like a couple of days ago! wot a Total n.e.r.d lol sorri but i fort that was an important public announcment that i had 2 share wit u.
reali need 2 get that Hostage film i saw it @ the cinema and it was ausome so need 2 buy that if i can find any money that is.
oh and kinda amusing nuttal has a murderus internet stalker lol ahh well all normal the hehehe
must dash need 2 play on san andreas lol BEST GAME IN WRLD! i'm not a geek btw ...promise lol

u kno wot i've re read that last blog and it sounds reali harsh. i do hve fun wen i go out wit my m8s and i luv em all, tis not a dig @ u i jst miss hving a 'group' and every1 getting along that's all i ment

Well i'm sorri i'm gonna hve 2 write 1 ov em whiney i-feel-sorri-4-myself kiinda blogs that every1 seems 2 b writting! :'( i try not 2 coz i mean...why the hell wud ppl actually take tyme out 2 read bout sum1 conplaining?!?!! CRAZY!! so genrally i write happy blogs but u kno i jst feel like i hve 2 write bout this so i appologise in advance! 
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp; my whole friendship situation is kinda getting me down! :'( i can remember bk in yr 11 wen i had a 'group' a reali great group actually, woteva we did we had fun and we where all friends, i cud jst invite em out whereva and they'd cum! but since...if i'm honest the summer hollidays at yr 11 reali we hve grown apart so much. I've lost touch wiv so many ov em! i dn't fink it is bcoz of college bcoz otha ppl that r still in 6th form hve told me that no1 frm the old 'group' hangs nemor reali. and i hve always made an effort 2 c em all wen i joined college. i am glad of the college frienships tho actually. i mean we all get along and 4 the 1st time i hve a college best m8. and altho we r split in2 groups we r all close friends and i can tlk 2 any of em. Wen we do meet up outside of college it's sooo much fun! but the problem is that i dn't c em much outside of college...they live 2 far away 2 meet up regually
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;    i reali jst miss hving a lil friendship group that i can call up and kno they will all cum out, i wanna actually b able 2 hve fun wen i go out 2 lol. every1 else has lil friendship groups even if it's jst like 3 ppl! all the ppl frm my old 'group' has moved on and got lil groups of their own and i jst don't...i mean i hve friends obv lol but not a 'group' i hve lots of friends that i can meet up with seperatly bcoz they hve all fallen out. but we dn't even hve much fun nemor! i dn't kno why we jst neva seem 2 actually hve a gud time! in yr 11 we did nothing in particular but always had a gud tyme! now it's boaring! the other nite in the cock and dolphin i kinda realised jst how totally crap it is! apart frm the booze there was actually no point me going out! i was close 2 getting a fork and stabbing my hand i was that board lol (not reali im not in2 the whole self harm thing incase u where wondering lol) i jst miss hvning a lil group soooo much i cant xplain! i want a lil group of gurls i can jst call up randomly and say 'meet me 4 a coffee in 15 mins.' and then we'd meet and chat and gosip and hve fun, it dnt sound like much...prob coz every1 else has it and i jst dont :'( i feel so lost friendship wize ryte now... btw every1 plz dont take this the wrong way! it's not about any1 personally and i do love all of my friends ur amazing..it's jst my problem. i wanna stop floating around different 'groups' and find my own but tis not as easy as all that :'( ... i dn't even kno why i'm wriiting this its not gonna solve the problem is it?!? i gues im kinda hoping that sum1 will write an amazing piece of advice on the comments and then all my problems will b solved and i can hve a fairytail ending lol but tis obv not gonna happen. and i'm not gud @ sharing emotions and this is starting 2 depress me so i'll go bk 2 my happy blog :) but if ne1 has any advice, comments or jst nice things 2 say i cud reali do with em ryte now...
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;     anyway motorbiking was totally ACE! i was soooo scared b4 hand i sed 2 Alan b4 we set of 'can we jst ride around the car park slowly 1st so i can get used 2 it?' and he sed yeh so that's wot we did.. we started and i was like 'AHHHH OMG slow down!! we're going 2 fast!!!!' 2 wich Alan replied 'we're going 10mph.' lol lol lol ok so i was SLIGHTLY whipish lol. but we then got on2 the road @ 30pmh!!! :shock: lol afta i got used 2 it it was sooooo ausome! we even went up2 60mph l8r on :shock: and ok it was scary but u kno fun scary. i reali loved it and Alan jst rung me b4 actually and asked if i wanted 2 go out on it again this weekend :D so yeh well xcited!!!!
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;       meal wit college ppl was brill! :D the chineese meal was reali nice! exspensive but nice! lol not many of us stayed on 4 clubs aftawards but twas fun i met lodsa new ppl and got invited 2 a 19th! i didn't fink id get in2 any clubs (bcoz 4 those of u who dn't kno me i'm onli 16) but i got in wivout even being ID'd even pasions wich is hard 2 get in2 so i hve heard! woot! well like i sed b4 i always hve fun wit college ppl on the rare occasions we meet up. and it was propper gud! had a reali gurly time! :D
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;     wow this blog is long! has ne1 actually read this??? coz if i saw this i'd jst b like 'omg i cant b arsed reading this!' unless i was in a board lets read ppl's blogs mood. ukno that kinda mood! well i'll go now and sorri dis is soooo long! plz comment if u did read tho :D BYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEE xxxxxxxxxx

hi well i hve jst realised how long it has been since i last bloged!!!! it has been ages! OMG! :shock: an d u kno i actually wud blog now propally but i am jst bout 2 go uptown :( so will hve 2 another time but jst a short blog 2 say i am still fine and will try and write mor often...i promise :roll:

i've got quite an xciting day 4 me 2day! i gotta go uptown jst now and then Alan is gonna giv me a ride on him motor bike! wooot!! i've neva been b4 and i'm reali xcited but kinda scared as well lol. :shock: then it's charlotte's (frm colloge) 18th so were going 4 a meal at that chineese and then going around town :D :D so yeh very xciting 4 me lol. i PROMISE I WILL write and tell u wot happened wit all of that (if i'm still alive afta the whole motorbike fing lol)

well bye bye *******blows kisses********

am listerning 2 Rainbow 'death alley driver' i'm luvin that song @ the mo, tis sooo gud! :D

Well 2day has been a reali gud day ... me and kez and jamie met up 2 shop and i bought mothers b/d presseannt and sum new shoues! frm Peacocks, they where onli £12!!!!! i was well pleased and there reali purdy 2! :D hard 2 wlk in but even so ... cool lol. then we sat on the grass in abort hall park and where happily sun bathing untill Nuttel and Tom came a long wit water pistols lol! we got SOACKED! and my hair got wrecked. but then we went 2 Tom's free house! yeh! and sam and tom played wit the guitar while me and nuttel drank vodca and coke and basically play fighted all day lol. twas fun as always but dan got his big sword fing and he's reali leathal wiv it, coz he swings it round and can't keep control of it neway and cud even less afta a few glasses of vodca and coke (and in his case jst a lot of str8 vodca as well lol)

am @ home now and unfortunatly sobered up a lot. but i fink me and Dan W r going 2 Kendal arms 2nyte so can drink again neway lol.

went 2 c julian marley a while ago! was sooooooooooooooooooo gud! it reali was AMAZING! i went wiv lindz, sam and dan. twas propper gud. he's reail talented. and me and lindz even got invited 2 the afta party! how cool r we?!?!?!? lol well the after party being lodsa scary men frm the band getting in2 a coach and going .... sumwhere lol so me and lindz decided not 2 go. but twas still an amazing nite! :D

i'm sure there was summet else i was suposed 2 write bout but i can't rememba ... it's half term! woot! ... had a reali gr8 day 2day! was sooo much fun! it reali was actually i mean we didn't do much but it was jst 1 of em relai fun days u get occasionally. i gotta meet up wit ppl this holiday and do LOADS! erm my plans r;

-swimming wit sam @ sum point.
-gurly day in wit lindz + helen
-go c a film. i wanna c monster in law
-go and see Sam's band play @ dickey's
-meet kez 1 nite and buy cakes and eat em by the river again lol
-have a hang out day in mords/abort hall wiv music, speackers and food.

erm nething else???? i dn't kno mayb meet tigger @ sum tyme... hve a sleepova or summet. oh and fit in hwrk @ sum point lol i do actually like NEED 2 get it donei serioustly do but i totally can not b arsed.  

well tlk 2 all u luvly ppl l8r xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *blows a HUGE kiss* byyyeeeeeeee!!!! xxxxxxxxx
 

i luv these day's wen i do a lot of stuff! coz generally l8 @ nite i always feel like i've wasted a day u kno coz i've done nothing. But 2day i went 2 college, met dan str8 afta hung @ his house 4 a few hours went hme got sortid and then went out wit jamie 2nite. :D an yeh i kno tis not a lot but ryte now (l8 @ nite) i jst feel like i hve had a gud and well spent day! :D and 2moz will b the same! i'm meeting dan reali early in the morning @ his... free house ;) lol and then meeting lindz @ 1:00 and doing dn't kno wot but going uptown @ sum stage and then rining jamie 2 cum shopping 2. :D i'm spending like the whole day wit lindz mor or less wich is always fun and l8r that nite we're goinng 2 c julian marley!!! @ the brewery!!! wow i'm like soooo xcited! lol should b sooo much fun...btw does any1 hve ne ideas as 2 wot i should wear? coz i reali dn't kno. :S i'm finking smart casual coz i dn't wanna get dressed up in the clothes i wud normally dress up in but i want 2 kind of dress up but not reali...if u get wot i mean? but i jst dn't hve a clue wot 2 wear so any comments giving me sugestons wud b much appriciated :D twas gr8 2 c jamie 2day as well as i hvn't seen him in AGES! he was ill 4 a while and had revision etc so i hvn't seen my lil jamie babie in AGES! was reali nice 2 c him again and i'll get 2 hang wit him 2moz 2.. YEH!!! woot! lol well i'll write soon telling u wot concert was like :D buy 4 now *waves* xxxxxxxx

Well this week is my last week @ my placement @ playmates nursery!!! :shock: it'll b well wrd 2 leave coz i've been there 4 like AGES!! i'll miss the kids sooo much but like i sed i've been there  so long that i'm ready 2 leave and go sumwhere new. I was gonna go 2 a family but Chriss (my tutor) had trouble finding a family... untill sum1 rung up, there hving twin babies in June!!! awww so i can go look afta dem in September! awww twill b soo much fun! imagine it lil twin babies hehehe i can't waite! :P :D

howeva obv i hve 2 move placement nxt week and can't do the above placement untill nxt college year so i need summet else 2 do. So Chris has set me up 2 go 2 Sandgate school as like an additional placement untill then!!!! :D wow Sandgate is sumwhere else i REALI wanted 2 go 2! so wow! i am sooooooooo excited! i was well happy wen Chriss told me bout my placement! woot woot lol hehe :P :D

In other news, it was Rebecca (frm college's) 18th b/d party on Saturday nyte. :D So we went round town wich was reali fun! :) hey and also.. i told my parents where i was going and they didn't mind!!!! OMG!!! so yeh all was gud and it felt much betta not lieing 2 them coz i dn't like doing that. we went 2 wetherspoons 1st and then Speer (dn't kno how 2 spell it but it's the wine bar attached 2 Gianies wich i can't spell either lol lol) the man asked 4 I.D. and a few other ppl showed there's but i was @ the back of the Quee and he jst let the last few of us in wivout asking 4 it :D so no probs there. We were on the way 2 Nexus and this gurl i met that nyte called ... Nia ... or summet sed i cud borro her driving licence so i cud get in2 the nexsus in case they asked. but i had 2 pretend 2 b 24 lol i fort there was like nooo way i'd get in coz they'd neva fink i was 24 and the photo obv looked nothing like me, pluss the bouncer guy seemed 2 b looking reali closely @ every1 elses I.D. but guess wot. I DID GET IN! hehe woot! the bouncer actually fort i was 24 lol! hehehehe! 

and even mor gud news wen i got bk hme i told my parents that i had been drinking coke and vodca and @ 1st my dad was like "grummble grummble u should't b drinking spirits jst a wine or beer wit a meal grummble grummble" but he didn't seem all that bothered, then l8r on my dad came up2 me and appologised! he sed that he shoulda praised me bcoz i onli drunk 2 coke and vodcas and that i was sensible...well obv i didn't tell him how much i ACTUALLY drank that wud jst b stoopid lol although i didn't drink much neway, i did hve 2 vodca and cokes, a shot of summet, a shared fish bowl, and 2 reefs so i was very sensible neway but jst 2 b on the safe side i decided not 2 tell em i drank that much lol.

erms yeh this has been a very happy blog hasn't it hehehehe :D woot! neway i betta go now, will write soon. tatty byyyyeeeee xxxxxxxxx  

i was listerning 2 the radio jst a second ago and this woman was tlking, she was telling this story bout how she met this guy @ 14 and it was love @ 1st sight! Then she was married @16!!! now u'd fink that, that wud neva wrk ryte and that tis jst a stoopid teenage relationship that cud neva go anywhere obv... but they where happily married 4 the nxt 45 yrs!!!!! untill the guy died. i jst fort that was a reali sweet story :D
    & nbsp;    i slept ova @ tiggers house on friday! :D twas reali gud. Her m8 caroline came round as well but she didn't sleep jst stayed 4 a while. i haddn't reali tlked 2 caroline b4 although i had met her 1nse but she seemed reali cool. :D we jst had a reali gurly night in and watched films and ate A LOT of crisps. and pitza mmmmm! and backon butties in the morning!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;  well wot else hve i done.... hmmmm it was Dan's b/d on tuesday so i went out 4 a meal wit him, his sisters, his sisters m8 and his parents :shock: :opps: i was soooo nervous b4 i went but actually it was ok, i actually had a gud time! his family r reali nice and friendly. :D so yeh i had a gud time and Dan's now 18 wooot! and legal yay! lol
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;  i was jst finking bout this the otha day and it's onli 4 months untill i'm 17! ok so it sounds a long way away but 4 months goes reali quick :D and then i'll b able 2 drive and.... well actually that's bout it but still it's exciting lol. Afta that kez told me that in 5 months she'd b 18... wich depresed me slightly lol. but even so i'm 17 kinda soon! woot!

i'm well again!!! yes i am back and feeling betta. stomach ache has gone! woot! so i went bk in2 nursery 2day twas gud 2 go bk and i had a reali gud day 2day...wich was surprising coz the kids were lil shits lol.

neway on my way 2 nursery, jst as i was stepping out my front door and on2 my drive wot did i c?!?! a decapitated (is that how u spell it?) bird!!!!! :shock: EWWWW! totally discusting, it reali was and i cud c everythang! omg, wot a gr8 start 2 the morning that was. i mean it wasn't as if it was jst a dead bird, it's head had actually been pulled off!!! :shock: EWWW well i'm gonna go now b4 i gross u all out lol. cya kidies! *waves*  

hiya

well i'm off college again 2day! i fort i wud b betta by now and i was this morning but then i had breackfast wich was obv a bad move bcoz i felt reali bad afta that and decided i cuddn't go in2 placement 2day. so yet another boaring day @ home! i mean yeh tis nice 2 hve a day off frm working an woteva but 2 days is a bit much and i'm reali sooo boared ryte now! grrrr! and feeling kinda pathetic bcoz i hvn't seen Dan all day yesterday and all day 2day and so there4 am REALI missing him! omg it's been like 2 days wich is no time @ all but i do reali miss him! grrr tis sooo pathetic and girly isn't it! lol well i got boared and phoned him jst b4, we had a lil chat wich was nice...was nice 2 tlk 2 him again (ukno coz i hvn't done in SUCH a long tyme lol) and he sed he'd ring me again bout 6ish :D so i get 2 tlk 2 him then as well. I can't c him bcoz u kno if i miss a day of college i can't c ppl :( i was looking 4ward 2 drinking 2nite as well! but 2moz i should b going 2 c a film wiv m8s, were going 4 a drink b4 hand and dan is cummin 2 that so i'll c him then :D and i hope against hope that i'm well 4 friday coz me, dan and helen r gonna go 2 Mandy's 18th wich i'm looking 4ward 2 a lot! me and helen r gonna get ready...an a lil drunk @ her house and then meet (in her words) the 'smelly boys' @ the 18th, :D it should b a reali gud nite and i reali hope i dn't miss it coz i'm bloody ill. but i can't b ill 2moz! i hve wrk 2 do @ placement i have 2 do my observation and get purs signed off b4 i move placement (wich is soon) so yeh i GOTTSTA b healthy 4 2moz! lol grrrr! i can't blive i'm gonna hve 2 stay in alllll night! BY MYSELF! it will b soooooooo boaring and i'll miss Dan soooo much! lol yeh i kno PATHETIC! well i can't b arsed typing nemor so i'll jst go and...well not much 2 do reali...i'll lie in bed and feel sorri 4 myself lol. (sorri this blog is so money but i like 2 make a fuss wen i'm ill!) but i always hve the GOURGUS fresh prince of bell aire 2 chear me up hehe :wink:

will write again soon....luv charlie! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *big hug*  

hiiiiiiiiiii! do u like my new blog??? i fort it needed a bit of a make ova so ukno...tis all pink and girlyfide now :D hehe cool cool! well erms...

i am a wonded solder @ the momento! well kinda...i had 2 miss college cz of a stomach ache 2day :o but dn't worry i'm ok...jst in case u were geeting reali worried then...wich i'm sure u all were! :D Problem is that i dn't get 2 go out 2nite bcoz of it. my mum seems 2 think that if i'm 2 ill 2 go 2 college i'm 2 ill 2 go out 2nite pffftttt! parents lol!

i was quite looking 4ward 2 going out actually, me and dan were gonna try and get sum ppl 2 cum out and go 4 a few drinks but ahhh well! i fink were doing it 2moz instead. if any 1 wants 2 cum? let me kno. so instead of going out i'm stuck in here doing hwork...or as it's otherwize known playing on the sims. lol...i'm so cool! :wink:

well wot hve i done? i went 2 sleep @ lindsays on sunday...twas fun and i think lindsay wud like me 2 tell u all about wot she did the nxt day... well linsday fort it wud b a gud idea 4 me and her 2 take turns singing cheesey songs in2 spoons (and dancing along) and recording it all wiv her camera! :? lol so yes i sang, bring it all back by sclub and mr bomtastic by SHAGGY!! (said in jamacian accsent.) but Lindsay sang hit me baby 1 mor time my britney and then we did duets we did that kylie and jason song the especially 4 u. and the believer song frm shreck and erm that red nose day boyzone song...me and lindsay r soooo cool! i hope she's pleased i shared that wiv u all! :twisted:

then oh yeh me, dan and sam went 2 the pub quiz on sunday which was alright. wen we go we always draw lil ppl on the other side of the quiz sheet (us in cartoon form) well ukno usually ours is tastful but sam jst took it 2 a new low lol. the pictures he drew of us were descusting! he drew a dog that was surposed 2 b sniffing dan's arse but it looked mor like it was giving him a bj and he drew milk cumming outa my ... yeh so pffttt i was DISCUSTED by his drawings...affecting my inocent mind! onli joking :wink:

i fink i should go now as i've rambled about...nothing again...i promice i will try and make this blog mor interestesting hmmmm well u kno i sed i was off college ill 2day? wot actually happened was that aliens abducted me and tried 2 take ove the planet! but obv i took em all on and sent em bk 2 space, whilst taking their space ship...which is now in my back garden. i mite try 2 sell it on Ebay hmmmm. but now i hve told u wot reali happened i'm going 2 hve 2 kill u all *throws head bk in evil laugh* muahahaha!!! :twisted:

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee y

WOOT last night i got lodsa new albums 4 free! dan came round and downloaded all of his MP3 on2 my comp and he's MP3 can hold like 500 songs!!! so i got lodsa albums!!! hehe i'm happy!!! woot!

erms didn't go in2 college 2day... :oops: well i had a bad throaght yesterday all day   &nbs p;  :( so i planned 2 take the day off 2day seeing as i had no babysitting as well but then i woke up and my throaght was fine...but i kinda fort u kno, i fancy a day off. i was tired thou so i did hve a kinda xscuse :P neway i did sum wrk @ home. oooo and i mite b moving placement soon! i mite b going 2 this family who hve a baby and a todler and guess how old the baby is i get 2 look afta? 11 weeks!!! awwwww!!!! sooo young! it'll b soooo cute! hehe can't waite!

going 2 the cinema 2nyte 2 c Hitch, and i've wanted 2 c that 4 ages, it sounds reali cool it's got will smith in so bound 2 b gud :P hehe

well can't reali fink of much else 2 say... btw on a note 2 ne1 who reads my blog i will try and make it mor interesting... as it isn't reali is it! it's jst lots of randon stuff i've been doing wich is SERIOUSTLY boaring! so u kno i will try an write betta stuff :D

write soon.. luv ccccccccchhhhhhhhaaaaaaar rrrrrrrlllllllliiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! !!!!!!
*blows a HUGE kiss!*

well hi

got a new version on msn (msn 7) or summet tis REALI gud an i made a new miney mee! hehe! jst fort i'd mention that...hvn't much else 2 say...

college again :cry: although twas gud 2 c every1 again :D we hve like sooo much wrk 2 do thou! there's a moderatour cummin in so we hve 2 hand in all of our folders grrrr! and we hve an essey 2 do but no1 understands wot the hell we r suposed 2 do! but i'm kinda getting the hang of it now... can't b arsed 2 actually do it thou

erms got 2 do babysitting again 2day an yesterday which was cool coz i gotta look afta Annie-Joe who's 9 so i dn't reali hve 2 look afta her i jst chat 2 her. but 2day i did actually do exercise!!! :o which if u kno me is a bloodly big shock lol. me an annie played football an tig!!! which was eneough exercise 4 a whole week lol!

erm going 2 cinema wit tigger 2moz *starts singing tigger song and bouncing* lol we r going 2 c miss congininality! :D

oh an btw who is going 2 band night? let me kno if ur going on fri please? kk well that's all i hve 2 say... byyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeee

 heya pps!
well feel like a bit of a nerd 2day...but all is gud! i jst got a new comp! tis REALI cool i luv it! an this 1 (unlike my old 1) actually wrks lol!

the man that helped us carry it in2 the car thou was a total wanker! seriosly omg wot a sexist twat! Well Dan W came 2 pick up the comp wit me an the man imediatly asked 4 MR Bracey.. so i went ova neway and he said he needed 2 explain sum things.. so explained them 2 dan! even tho it was VERY obvioustly my comp an not dans! omg i mean jst bcoz i hve breasts an he dn't he finks that i wont possibly b able 2 understand computor stuff!:evil: :x which ov course is true but thats no excuse he didn't kno that i dnt kno bout comps he was jst beeing sexinst! grrr! evil man!

neway urm. also (jst 2 carry on the geekines) i got a new Xbox game... project gothem racing! it is sooo gud! i luv it an im geeting quite addicted lol but tis well gud! ooo tis fun beeing a NERD i'm gonna hve 2 do it mor often :D

also got my hair cut 2day!!! i like it, tis alot shorter not that ANY of my family noticed pfffttt.... bat dan noticed an sed it was nice so tis not 2 bad

an reali looking 4ward 2 my dysiney day 2moz hehehe i can't waite it should b fun! hehe! i mite hve 2 get food mmmmm. oh an mayb boxercise 2moz night! if ne1 else will cum wit me that is! grrrr lol well i betta go, bye *pushes geeky glasses up nose, snots and nerdily waves bye*

hi there! well erms... hvn't got much 2 say... went 2 rachel's 18th a while ago twas reali gud! (Rachel's a m8 frm college) Dan came as well an he seemed 2 reali enjoy it :D twas gud 2 c all the college ppl again an we had fun plus even i cud get served @ the bar!!! saying that there was a 14yr old drinking 2 who i fink got served @ tha bar.... lol :roll:
    & nbsp;   &n bsp; also bought tha best tv show in tha world tha otha day!!! the 1st series of the fresh prince of bel-air!!!!! omg tis my fave show an i bought all tha 1st serise :D a few ppl hve sed tis cheasy tho!!! can u blive it?!?! lol well i loooove it!! hehehe
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;  Note 2 kez- hey jst saw u like a few hours ago hehe, was fun we gotta eat cake by the river mor' lol well i kno u've been feeling kinda down l8ly an sorri if i wasn't much help, but if u do eva wanna tlk u can tlk 2 me :D *big hug*
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   an yeh every1 else... will write again soon, cya *mor big hugs an kisses*

the ball went well. met a few of tiggers m8s that were cool, the meal was reali nice! 4 starters it was melons in a wine glass! very posh hehe! then lamb an rost potatos 4 main meal, an then finsihed off tiggers roast potatos 2 coz she was full lol. an sticky toffee pudding 4 desert an again finished off tiggers chocolate cake fing lol :D ...wot can i say i'm a growing gurl hehe!
    & nbsp;  erms yeh easter 2day! woot! mmmm chocolate mmmm nice! charlie like!!!
i got 2 chocolate rabbit things, a thorntons egg, a cadbury buttons egg an buttons, anotha cadburys egg, terry's chocolate orange bag of lil eggs in a new piglet mug! an frm Dan my bf :D a thontons box of chocolates :D so yeh....alota chocolate an so far have eaten, all of the cadburys buttons an egg, terry's chocolate orange fings an most of the box of chocolates frm dan.... hmmm time 2 eat sum mor me finks :twisted: *rubs belly* did do sum exercise fing 2day tho that i found in a magazine that is surposed 2 tone ur stomach so not a TOTALLY unhealthy day lol lol lol.
     ahhh well. Note 2 m8s~ gotta meet up wiv all of u in the easter holls, go shopping, go cinema, go bars, go water fight woteva.... so yeh comment or txt email me woteva kk???

write soon byyyyyyyyeeeeeeeee *does grovey lil dance* (dn't kno why i did that)

the meal went reali well the otha nite :D i had v. nice pitza an a white chocolate challange which was a HUGE slice of white chocolate cake mmmmm (gr8 4 my diert lol) which btw is going sooo crap ryt now lol i luv food 2 much i guess. We went bk 2 dan's afta 2 watch despret house wifes :D i'm luving that program tis v gud :D
    & nbsp;    went 2 c hostage last nyte @ the cinema...was v gud an funni hehe. quite a few ppl went and twas reali nice 2 c em all :D the films not surposed 2 b funni but it reali is lol an very violent hehe
    & nbsp;   &n bsp; well feeling very posh *sticks nose up in the air* me an kath frm college r going 2 a ball on saturday :o it's @ stone cross manner and we're hving a 3 course meal that i'm especially looking 4ward 2 hehehe *rubs belly an licks lips* an we get 2 do this wird kind of dancing...not 2 sure wot it is but it all sounds gud an i'm reali looking 4ward 2 it  :D i've got a black dress that was onli £10 frm bay hehehe i luv bargins! :D an i've got a shawl...well tis my black sarong reali but it can wrk as a shawl an my purrrrdy black an pink shoues. :D so yeh should all b gud.... write soon cya *blows kisses a nd gives hugs*  

well am boared an fort i should write in here but didn't kno wot 2 write so i did 1 of em lil email quiz fings...

2. Name Charlotte

3. nicknames: charlie

 4: Piercing: jst my ears but hve been finking bout getting nose/belly buton done

5. Date of Birth 13/08/88

6. Eye colour: Brown

7. Place of birth: Luton

8. Favourite foods: nething unhealthy lol. urm i dn't kno hmmm *thinks* ....

9. Ever been to SPAIN: nope but hve been 2 Meyorka if that counts (Spanish Island i can't spell the name)

 10. What countries have you visited? France, Lansoroty (can't spell,) Meyorka, Turkey, America ... fink that's it  

11. Love someone so much it made you cry: neva been in love

12. Been in a car accident: well yes i was...althou every1 jst laughed @ me!! apart frm jamie an yazmin...fanks u 2 lol (wasn't serious btw)

13. Croutons or bacon bits: bacon bits

14. Favourite day of the week: Saturday coz i now hve no mor wrk then :D

15. Favourite restaurants: hmm Latino's but now that's been taken ova by sum1 else so i dn't kno how gud that is, me an dan W r gonna go c on wensday thou :D

16. Favourite flower: erms summet tropical an difernt i h8 roses there so unorigonal.

17. Favourite sport to watch: boxing i guess that's pritty cool but i'm not reali in2 sport

18. Favourite drink:  alcolic - woteva an vodca lol, non alcoholic- pinaple and orange juice drink mmmmm orrrrr :idea: vodca an pinaple an orange juice! mmm

19. Favourite ice Cream:  dn't kno...hvn't got a fave flavour

20. Disney or Warner Brothers: Disney! tis magical hehe

21. Favourite fast food restaurant: KFC luv it!

22. What colour is your bedroom carpet: erm pink :D 

23. How many attempts to pass your driving test? hvn't tried but will prob pass 1st time wen i start learning :rool: lol

24. from whom did you get your last e-mail: Lindsay

25. Which store would you choose to Max out your credit card: MVC!

26. What do you do most often when you are bored: write on this lol or i dn't kno..watch a film...do hwrk

27. Bedtime: erm bout 12/1 unless i'm tired then bout 11

31. Favourite TV shows: fresh prince of bell air :lol: an the O.C

32. Last person you went to dinner with: my aunites...how boaring lol but am going 4 a meal wit Dan W on wensday! :D ...already mentioned that didn't i? lol  

33. Ford or Chevy? erm dn't kno much bout cars...woteva's most expensive coz that's obv gonna b the best lol  

34. What are you listening to right now? a mixed CD @ the mo it's deaf leapord 'if u've ever loved someone' (hve a spelt that right helen??? lol)

35. Favourite colour: blue

36. How many tattoos do you have: none i'd like sum but wuddnt know wot 2 get an i'd b scared lol

37. Which came first..God or Evolution? erms... *thinks* God

38. What was the last film you watched? Ray amazing film! i cried 2ice :'( an that's unusual 4 me, i dn't usually cry @ films soo go c it

39. If you had a completely spare day, what would you do?  urm...dn't kno go 2 a theem parc or summet that cud b fun...or jst go sumwhere different.

i hvn't written in here 4 a long tyme so i fort i wud...also updatted the look of my blog. wot ya fink??? well Rowan didn't fink i was gonna write in here so i gotta prove him wrong. hehehe,
    my parents hve jst got bk 2day...they went on holiday 4 a week 2, well actually i've 4gotton where they went lol but u kno sumwhere abrod they seemed 2 hve a gud tyme an altho twas GR8 2 hve a week away frm my parents 4 sum wrd reason it is actually nice 2 hve em bk as well!! :D mayb bcoz they bought me an amazing pressie lol guess wot they bought me?!?!?! a GUCCI watch!!!! wow tis soooo gud, ok not totally sure if it's real coz u kno there kinda expensive but it looks real (not that i'd know wot a real GUCCI watch wud look like lol) but even if it is fake i'm happy wiv it it's well nice!!! 
    & nbsp;  i quit my job @ the candle shop!! finally i quit the shit job lol! well i got offered this babysitting job on a monday an tuesday so i fort i'd quit the candle shop an jst do the baby sitting job wich wud give me sum money untill i found another saturday job
    & nbsp; i'm still going out wiv dan W which is going REALI well! hehe tis gr8 i reali like him...i seem 2 like him mor every tyme i c him :D he did summet reali sweet 4 me as well. i wont say wot it is bcoz i dn't fink he'd like me 2 tell every1 on my blog lol but it was well sweet an i'll tell u all anotha tyme neway lol.
    & nbsp;   hve a lil problem @ the mo...wot wud u do if  a reali gud m8 did summet bad that wud hurt sum1 else should u tell the otha person an risk loosing ur m8 or not say anything and risk hurting the other person? or is it betta 2 jst leave it alone as it is reali non of ur business? hmmm confusing
     well i betta go but promise i'll write sooner nxt tyme lol byyyyeeeeee xxxxxx

brrrrrrrrr!!!! it is so coooold!!!! *teeth chattering* i am freezing 2day, i'm sat in 3 pairs of socks 1 tshirt, 2 jumpers, 1 coat, 1 pair of gloves and i even tried 2 make myself a nose warmer b4 but didn't wrk :( y do i hve 2 live in such a cold country?!?! i wanna live in spain!!! *stamps foot in strop*
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;  neway rant ova and bk @ college again this week! i always feel wird afta a week of doing nothing 2 going bk 2 college and actually hving 2 wrk! but u know not 2 bad diz week actually...turnes out the essey that i fort had 2 b in 4 last monday actually has 2 b in nxt friday so all is gud :D well @ least i hope tis nxt friday n not 2moz otherwize i'm a bit fucked lol :oops: twas gr8 2 c every1 again thou, tigger, rebecca, laura, kirsty, rachel n all the rest ov em, i did miss em.
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;  started placement @ nursey again yeterday n like i sed on sum otha blog i think (can't quite rememba wot i wrote thou) i moved in2 another section of the nursery 2 luk afta the 3/4 yr olds. well that went gud, there much louder than the 2 yr olds infact the last 2 days hve prob been the most stresfull of my life! lol all day kids r cummin up2 me saying "she hit me, he pushed me, read this, do that bla bla bla!" yeh so it is all VERY stressfull and they reali do not EVA shut up lol but 4 sum strange reason tis still fun n rewarding n all tha rest ov it n i'm likeing it :D howeva if this is wot i'm gonna do as a full time job in 2 yrs i fink i need sum SERIOUS therapy!!! lol